As a teen I was in a continuous routine of break-up then get back together with my then boyfriend of almost four years. The childish mess of a relationship that I recognize today totally seemed worth the habitual screaming fights and long bouts of sobbing with my head against the bathroom floor. Ridiculous? Yes.
However this introduction into the world of relationships was an absolutely integral building block for the rest of my relationships to follow. The hardest part of this time in my life was how isolated I felt in my grief, especially when the relationship finally ended. I really didn’t have words to describe the heartbreak I thought I was going through.
Then, in comes my introduction to the ingenious, yet heartfelt hip-hop duo, “Atmosphere,” consisting of lyricist, Slug (Sean Dailey) and beat-smith/producer, Ant (Anthony Davis.) With a little help from a well-versed underground hip-hop fan, I got my hands on their album “God Loves Ugly” released in 2002. The album as a whole disregarded most of the expectations I had for hip-hop music at the time. But the one song that stood out, almost begged me to listen and relate to it was their ever-popular and equally loathed, “Fuck You Lucy.” Standing as the fourth song on the album it doesn’t appear to be the intentional highlight.
Now, this was content that I wouldn’t have ever found somewhere on the radio back in 2005. The lyrics didn’t hone in on the extremities of the actual content, but dove right into the heart of it. Even six years after I first purchased this album and with the residual longings of relationships past, long gone, it still channels that original organic emotion it first delivered. But don’t get me wrong, the exactness and depth of the content is unexpectedly refreshing.
However this introduction into the world of relationships was an absolutely integral building block for the rest of my relationships to follow. The hardest part of this time in my life was how isolated I felt in my grief, especially when the relationship finally ended. I really didn’t have words to describe the heartbreak I thought I was going through.
Then, in comes my introduction to the ingenious, yet heartfelt hip-hop duo, “Atmosphere,” consisting of lyricist, Slug (Sean Dailey) and beat-smith/producer, Ant (Anthony Davis.) With a little help from a well-versed underground hip-hop fan, I got my hands on their album “God Loves Ugly” released in 2002. The album as a whole disregarded most of the expectations I had for hip-hop music at the time. But the one song that stood out, almost begged me to listen and relate to it was their ever-popular and equally loathed, “Fuck You Lucy.” Standing as the fourth song on the album it doesn’t appear to be the intentional highlight.
Now, this was content that I wouldn’t have ever found somewhere on the radio back in 2005. The lyrics didn’t hone in on the extremities of the actual content, but dove right into the heart of it. Even six years after I first purchased this album and with the residual longings of relationships past, long gone, it still channels that original organic emotion it first delivered. But don’t get me wrong, the exactness and depth of the content is unexpectedly refreshing.
“Fuck you Lucy for leaving me, Fuck you Lucy for not needin’ me. I wanna say fuck you , because I still love you. No, I'm not OK, and I don't know what to do.” Slug puts himself out on the line as completely vulnerable and as having no control over the situation; not exactly what the average listener would expect to find on a hip-hop album. And if you’re a listener of Atmosphere’s discography, you’ll find Lucy Ford and her emotional path of destruction all over Slug’s lyrics.
Slug is a story-teller; he captures the fact-based personal struggle aspects of life, similarly to old-school fables. In doing this, he tends towards representing a more accessible type of artistic figure. His rhymes are about every day, relatable life situations and personal struggles. When the frivolities of modern, popular hip-hop are stripped away and the talentless drones clad in parachute sized pants and “tall-tees” are replaced with a group having 22 years of experience under their belts, the idea of hip-hop takes on an entirely original meaning.
Now, I’m completely aware that, for the most part most subject matter is not completely imaginative. It’s the mark of a true artist when they can suddenly give new meaning and put precisely the appropriate words to a specific emotion. Like fellow independent hip-hop artist Aesop Rocks says in his song, “Face Melter,” “I find that interesting style can often out-weigh the subject.” This rings extremely true throughout the entirety of “God Loves Ugly.”
Track 15, “Modern Man’s Hustle” is a beautiful, true-to-life love song. Really, it’s not optimistic, it doesn’t border on dreary; it’s just kind of a ballad exploring the parameters of a modern relationship. It captures the honesty and loyalty one could hopefully expect.
“I said Ill make you smile for the simple fact I’m good at it I’ll make you smile just so I can sit and look at it.” It’s not a man’s play-by-play of his history of hook-ups. He really brings life to the minor details that are so often over-looked.
Ant is the mastermind behind the beats and production. Without his blatantly recognizable 80s infused, often funky and always original production, Atmosphere would not have the following that they do. The two mesh their own understandings of hip-hop and infuse it with their combined mid-west Minneapolis mind-frame. The emotion of Ant’s work continuously melds with the progression of Slug’s lyrics. The entirety of their music captures a complete mood not just one specific element.
Ant is the mastermind behind the beats and production. Without his blatantly recognizable 80s infused, often funky and always original production, Atmosphere would not have the following that they do. The two mesh their own understandings of hip-hop and infuse it with their combined mid-west Minneapolis mind-frame. The emotion of Ant’s work continuously melds with the progression of Slug’s lyrics. The entirety of their music captures a complete mood not just one specific element.
Atmosphere represents a style of music that carries the potential of influencing culture towards a more practical mentality. They advocate for loving life, no matter what path you’re on, and staying out of business that’s not your own. Slug and Ant, 22 years after they started this project still have a ridiculously large following in every city and continue to preach positive ideals. “God Loves Ugly” made me realize relationships do not make or break us as people.
Check out "Fuck You Lucy" here
Check out "Fuck You Lucy" here